I know everything reaches an end… But this end has to be this painful?? I just wanted things to be some way different… I know we’re not meant to be. But we were friends, at least I didn’t want to lose your friendship. Now I lost a love and a friend… It shouldn’t be this way!
The memory of what we could have been, what we could have done still aches every day. I know that we were not right from each other… I didn’t understand you and you didn’t understand me either… I really wanted to understand you, I wanted to be the one who ‘broke’ you…Well, I kept on failing during our relation… But now I think I do understand you! I never doubt your feelings, but now I know that you never felt the same I did. Because you knew that it wasn’t going to work out… You saw the end of our relation long before I did! I can honestly say that you saw it already in the beginning… You said the truth when you said you were immune.
You will certainly blame the distance for our end, like I did for all this time… It wasn’t the distance though, it wasn’t me or you,… The thing is that we never had a real start, so couldn’t have a real end… I really tried to save us, but that only turned to be a worthless effort…
Anyway the balance I do, it’s a positive one… I reached my goal, after all this time I finally understand you!! I fell in love for the first real time in my life. I had amazing moments, good laughs, intelligent arguments,…
The worst thing is realizing that I never had you… That is definitely what hurts the most…
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My love,i've known you for four years,and i've always seen the amazing person that you are and that you became,and quite honestly i'm proud of you!Sometimes,life acts like that to test us...sometimes it succeeds!It shouldn't be that way,but it is...you and i both know the way it is!However,the magic of life itself is the ability that it's offered in order to make us stand up and improve whatever went wrong,dreamer!It isn't easy(it wouldn't be funny if it was)and it tends to get worst...and when worst comes to worst we tend to think that that's the end...!Life is full of people who can't comunicate,for some reason,and that's why they end up hurting each other in order to defend their lack of comunication!It's absurd,but it's a fact!!And when people just don't comunicate they can't express their feelings,and we can't get to know them...but yet,we fall in love!
Suddenly,the memorys of what could have happened,what you could have done kills you inside,because deep down you understand that the end has no turning back!What you can do,is embrace those feelings that you once felt for that special someone and learn from it,don't turn those feelings into hate,as i did,because once you do it you won't be in peace with yourself,and that's the last thing that you need!Stand up,Stay strong,you still have yourself,and at the end of the day,you are the one who trully matters,and it's all about you!!!
don't be silly manda-o pastar XD
Everything that has a begginning has an end too.
The Universe had begun million years ago and it will end someday!
That's for sure!
I know falling in love with the one you truly love for real, can be really painful when it ends and that that costs you a lot to forget; that the bound is hard to cure but slowly and patiently you will make it and when you finally reach there, you will be stronger than ever!
Bjao
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